Tuesday, May 26, 2009

If . . .


If, I would just let go.

If, I truly believed that Grey was sent here to do this job in his short 11 months, 3 weeks, and a day, I would just let go.

If, I really believed that God reached out and picked me to be his mom because He knew I would make sure Grey's gift was given to others, I would just let go.

I would let go and know that, for all I've given up, God would reward me with a legacy for Grey.

But I sit, and I wait, and I cuss with every number that goes by.

And I question.

Please, just call my number.

2 comments:

Howard House of 5 said...

I think about you everyday....

ruth said...

I think about you every day, too. Is there anything that can be done? Can we help in any way?